Today was unfocused. I didn’t have any meeting deadlines or travel that was focusing me NOT to dwell. So instead I find myself reading the pathology report or researching or staring into the inside of my head.
I have researched wigs and breast reconstruction all trying to give me the feeling that whatever is thrown my way I can deal with it.
I decided to move forward with my MBA. I start on August 1st. I am hoping this is the right choice. I only need to finish 3 classes in 6 months and I KNOW I can do that.